wasting time

As my departure date nears I am getting less and less done and worrying about it more and more...last night I finally went out drinking with Q and all that crowd. It was a GREAT time, I'm so glad I went. ...but I ended up getting hardly any grading done the today because of it. It's really hanging over my head. Each day it's not done is another day I'm not spending working on my thesis...and since I'm also still struggling with programming this study that I wanted to run in SEPTEMBER, I'm feeling very annoyed. Grr.....tonight, more work. Tommorrow, more work....

Also feeling guilty because I didn't call my step-brother on his birthday. I was in town, I thought about it all day and just didnt' feel like calling. I'm terrible. It was on the 28th and I still haven't called...horrible. Sigh.

On the slightly interesting side, the guy I made out with last year, just before I met the Firefighter, Ernie was at the bar last night. I was still totally attracted to him, but not particularly sad that he had a girl with him...I mean he does live in a totally different city. But still, watching him dance in his chair to fun 90s music made me wish I would have stayed in touch with him. I got the feeling he didn't think about me one way or the other, so whatever...

Tommorrow I will have to come up with resolutions. Blah.