some girls do

It's always amazing just how stubborn I am. Listening, watching myself as my mom trys to be helpful. I know she can't be helpful, but that doesn't mean I need to be rude or negative. I worked hard today to be patient on the phone. Sigh. Why is life so hard?

What a terrible day. I still haven't got my paper back from my supervisor. AND I found out that the seven hours of work I put in between last night and this morning was a total waste of time because there's still a problem with my files. Sigh.

And then Supervisor2 who is always trying to be nice forced me to sit in his office while he told me not to worry and to relax. So of course I started crying. I hate that. I really didn't want to but there is something about people showing genuine concern that turns me into a bloody faucet. I hate it so much.

Anyway, this day has been frustrating, disheartening, and all things bad. I'm tired, I'm menstrual, I'm depressed, I'm anxious, I'm sick of this.