the end is near,...i hope

Well, the paper will be done soon. By hook or crook. I'm tired. I'm unmotivated. I'm stressed to the max. Too much sports, too much partying, too many things to worry about.

My birthday was great but I didn't have time to talk about it. I wish I had. Kudos to my friends for making it one to remember.

This has been a really tough month. I'm trying to stay on top of the paper....get it done for the end of the month but it is just so hard slogging through. I'm fighing. I won't get to go visit k and k for the long weekend which sucks but I think it will be good having everyone gone through it. I won't be distracted so I can put some polish on the paper and do all the little things that I have been putting off cuz I don't want to do them...

Sigh. Timbuctoo is killing me. His gf is away and so I am spending the evenings with him which is nice but yesterday he said somethign along the lines of "I wish you could come to my staff bbq and I wish you could come to my cousin's keg party, you'd have so much fun!". And I just kept thinking that its his fault. And I sincerely hope he realizes it. Sigh.

Anyway, on the positive side, I got a fantastic pair of shoes to wear out on my birthday.
Also, Smiley got me a plastic flamingo for my birthday. Hurray! Best beer bong ever! We christened her Estelle at a bbq this weekend. What fun!