a confluence of omens
I woke up this morning and thought: "I don't have anything to live for, that's why I feel so crappy right now."
I'm not usually such a pessimist but the problem right now is that nothing about my life seems fulfilling. It's just work and self-loathing.
To make matters worse, I couldn't find anything I wanted for breakfast in Starbucks so I walked into a smaller cafe and ran into Timbuctoo's gf who waived friendlyily and smiled her big friendly smile. I walked out of the shop a few minutes later, turned on my mp3 player to here "Shame" by Matchbox 20 playing. Suffice to say I felt awful.
I just don't feel like finishing anything. I feel yucky cuz I haven't been eating properly. I just don't care about the things I SHOULD be doing. What an awful feeling.
I'm not usually such a pessimist but the problem right now is that nothing about my life seems fulfilling. It's just work and self-loathing.
To make matters worse, I couldn't find anything I wanted for breakfast in Starbucks so I walked into a smaller cafe and ran into Timbuctoo's gf who waived friendlyily and smiled her big friendly smile. I walked out of the shop a few minutes later, turned on my mp3 player to here "Shame" by Matchbox 20 playing. Suffice to say I felt awful.
I just don't feel like finishing anything. I feel yucky cuz I haven't been eating properly. I just don't care about the things I SHOULD be doing. What an awful feeling.
posted by Camel at 11:41 a.m.
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