Camel falls off wagon
Just to worn you...this is gonna be a boring post...
I'm really starting to worry about the state of my health. I've been taking WAY more insulin than normal to deal with the boozing plus the snacking...I've got to be gaining weight...not good...not to mention I feel blah cuz I'm not eating properly. Must stop...but my self-control sucks...WHY can't I just not eat if I'm not hungry. Jeez!
In other news, I got an email from the Tree Hugger today. Which is great! I used to live with the Tree Hugger but we kinda lost touch. I'm so excited.
Also, I neglected to mention that Timbuctoo's first guess at who I was dating was Junior...which is utterly uncool, but unsurprising since we've been hanging out alot...a product of his new singledom and that we live a block from each other...and both love sports...unfortunately, Timbuctoo thinks he's got a thing for me...which I was sorta wondering about....but I figured since I so OBVIOUSLY am into Cody, that he would not pursue it/get over it fast....but now I'm a little worried....I'm also slightly annoyed that Timbuctoo thought I'd date Junior since I've told him numerous times that he's not my type AND cuz that would be a ridiculous way to move on...or maybe I'm annoyed cuz I don't think I really did a good job of getting across that I had been interested in Cody before him...I don't know...whatever....just something floating in my mind.
I'm going away again this weekend. And it should be a two-stepping good time...looking forward to it, but sad that I won't see Cody until Monday...I really felt like seeing him tonight too. Boo.
Are you bored yet? I went to the dentist today and he said my teeth are fantastic, but covered in chips because I bite my nails...just another reason to stop....and it's still so DAMN hard...I hate it. ARG.
Anyway, I think I'm out of my sad funk, which is good...I'm not bitchy anymore which is super good...
I'm really starting to worry about the state of my health. I've been taking WAY more insulin than normal to deal with the boozing plus the snacking...I've got to be gaining weight...not good...not to mention I feel blah cuz I'm not eating properly. Must stop...but my self-control sucks...WHY can't I just not eat if I'm not hungry. Jeez!
In other news, I got an email from the Tree Hugger today. Which is great! I used to live with the Tree Hugger but we kinda lost touch. I'm so excited.
Also, I neglected to mention that Timbuctoo's first guess at who I was dating was Junior...which is utterly uncool, but unsurprising since we've been hanging out alot...a product of his new singledom and that we live a block from each other...and both love sports...unfortunately, Timbuctoo thinks he's got a thing for me...which I was sorta wondering about....but I figured since I so OBVIOUSLY am into Cody, that he would not pursue it/get over it fast....but now I'm a little worried....I'm also slightly annoyed that Timbuctoo thought I'd date Junior since I've told him numerous times that he's not my type AND cuz that would be a ridiculous way to move on...or maybe I'm annoyed cuz I don't think I really did a good job of getting across that I had been interested in Cody before him...I don't know...whatever....just something floating in my mind.
I'm going away again this weekend. And it should be a two-stepping good time...looking forward to it, but sad that I won't see Cody until Monday...I really felt like seeing him tonight too. Boo.
Are you bored yet? I went to the dentist today and he said my teeth are fantastic, but covered in chips because I bite my nails...just another reason to stop....and it's still so DAMN hard...I hate it. ARG.
Anyway, I think I'm out of my sad funk, which is good...I'm not bitchy anymore which is super good...
posted by Camel at 12:30 a.m.
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