there is no motive for this crime
aka ... another night of drunk blogging.
So....so....tonight was Wednesday...Big Corona night, by any other name...and Cody couldn't be there cuz quite sadly his grandmother died. It was his birthday. How very awful.
I wished he was there. I played ball with Timbuctoo today. And loved every second of being with him...but I still wished Cody was there tonight. I wanted to hold his hand and lean against him as I got drunk. Timbuctoo can't ever be that for me..
I told Timbuctoo about Cody today. He didn't react much, but that's what Timbuctoo woudl do...what I would do...nonchalance to the last slash. Did it mean anything to him? Did he care? Did it pull at his heart like meeting his gal pulled at mine. Was he in love with me...I'll never know and don't think I want to. I want to remember him as the perfect moment that couldn't last.
Cody I wish you were with me now.
So....so....tonight was Wednesday...Big Corona night, by any other name...and Cody couldn't be there cuz quite sadly his grandmother died. It was his birthday. How very awful.
I wished he was there. I played ball with Timbuctoo today. And loved every second of being with him...but I still wished Cody was there tonight. I wanted to hold his hand and lean against him as I got drunk. Timbuctoo can't ever be that for me..
I told Timbuctoo about Cody today. He didn't react much, but that's what Timbuctoo woudl do...what I would do...nonchalance to the last slash. Did it mean anything to him? Did he care? Did it pull at his heart like meeting his gal pulled at mine. Was he in love with me...I'll never know and don't think I want to. I want to remember him as the perfect moment that couldn't last.
Cody I wish you were with me now.
posted by Camel at 1:49 a.m.
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I don't know....I'm really bad about telling people how I really feel...in fact lately I've been wondering if I'm starting to come off as cold, since I am so hesitant to appear infatuated.
Ack! Why is this so stressful?
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