competition

so excitingly, I've managed to get CBC on my television so I can watch the Olympics while I do my homework. Unfortunately, as per odd coincidence, ice dance was on when I turned it on...always with the ice dance.....it's ok, but not amazing....I'd rather watch pairs....but anyway, watching today reminded me that I have really changed.

I just don't do competition anymore. I mean, I used to love it, but I've been out so long that I just don't know how to feel about it. I mean, I started to lose my confidence in my athletic ability and then played less and less and now I just don't even know it anymore.

Anyway, watching the Canadians from Montreal today, the girl smashing into the ice, their medal hopes dashed, I wasn't sure how I felt. I always feel like I want our teams to do well, but I can hardly watch....