Someday I'll be Saturday night

Well...I dunno. I'm confused and confused. Suffice to say, I can't wait for the term to end so I can sit down and think.

This week has been a struggle for sure....I had to give a talk today that I didn't think I'd be ready for...literally, I got up at 5:30 to work on it...I HATE presenting unprepared...I LOVE presenting when I am. It sucked to be so anxious and stressed....luckily, it went well...I said a minimal number of stupid things, I hope...though I didn't answer the "implications" question to the extent that I would have liked to. And apparently they went really easy on me with questions....which I'm sorta disappointed about...I mean I wasn't prepared as much as I wanted to be, but at the same time, I LIKE being challenged...Apparently my labmate's rant last week to the coordinator had some effect. Darn.

So, I survived...one project left for the term...and it's big...and I'm gonna have to struggle to do well on it, but God-willing, I'll do well on the talk and I'll manage to finish this without going crazy....here's hoping...here's hoping...