did you know that the hardest thing to do and right thing to do are almost always the same thing?

Drama.

I chatted with Timbuctoo for over an hour today...talking for the sake of talking and also negotiating possibly seeing each other tommorrow....Best friend called it when she said that this is a concern because now we're actually PLANNING to meet. This whole scene is just spiraling into the black abyss of danger.

I need to take a step back before I get hurt. I mean I've not changed my "he's never leaving gf" mentality but I am almost adopting a "we can see each other" mentality. Which is inappropriate. I mean really, every time he talks to me he's emotionally cheating on his gf. I know that even if he's not prepared to see it yet. And I'm not convinced that he has any real feelings for me other than desire for the concept of me.

Sticky.