sigh

Well....the assignment is moving along at a snails pace.

I talked to Timbuctoo...he phoned me today...completely oblivious to my concerns...I sorta fumbled through the conversation trying to get across that I was concerned without sounding pathetic...which I think I failed at...talk about not having a handle on one's issues...I mean I just wanted to talk to him for the sake of his presence...and he just wanted to hear my voice and then go to sleep. ...so as always, I seem the ridiculous, ridiculous female...if this was a real relationship, i'd be screwing it up...sigh.