today is grey

And I am still in a funk. I worked all day though. I got up at 7:00 and made it to work by 8:15...that's pretty good...and I took only a 20 minute nap all day....so I think I'm not being lazy. I'm just frustrated. Out of sorts.

It's grey today. And I just want to listen to sad songs. And I've been programming and feeling frustrated. And I've been trying to learn and feeling frustrated. And as long as I don't think about previous and future conversations with Cody, I feel ok.

So today's lyrics are:
And the hardest part
Was letting go, not taking part
Was the hardest part

And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet, I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the cloud
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

- The Hardest Part by Coldplay