it sure is spring

Ha. I'm just panicking. I must be. Because everywhere I look there are beautiful, beautiful boys. Sigh.

Guess who added me to facebook today? Jesse. Guess who looks unbelievable with a kid atop his shoulders? Jesse....now officially married....But so typically Jesse....his "Fam" album has twelve pics of his kid and one of his truck...no wife.

I'm glad we're not together but I still want to squeeze him and make things better. It kills me.

And I'm having to fight with myself not to search for Buzzer online....what is wrong with me? Bah.