you let me down so easily

So many issues. But right now i'm too tired to talk about me. Suffice to say that Timbuctoo and I need to chat and that we decided to chat two weeks from now....which is bad cuz it leaves me all unresolved and thinking about him...which is bad...not upsetting but bad cuz I need to have a firm implantation in my mind of his unavailability and not having a chat is ruining that...growl and grr....oh well.

Tired. Tommorrow...everything comes out in the wash tommorrow.