too busy writing your tragedy
ah my life...never a dull second. Or something.
I tried very hard to post last night, but Firefox had a hate on for me..and that was that. If I had, I would have written about how I had spent a good portion of the walk to Margaritaville wishing to have some sort of dramatic interaction with Cody...
I did invite SuperD to come, but he opted out...but we did chat on msn about plans for today...which was really aggravating more than anything...I was starting to see that he was not trying real hard to impress me cuz he wasn't jumping up with great date idea...but I figured I'd let it slide and see what happened....
Sure enough, tonight was quite the disaster of me just sort of spouting off in response to awkward questions and probably seeming very, very mixed-signal-esque. Here's the score. He held my hand on the way to my lab, to do my study...and then when we were leaving the lab, he finally told me about the "unpleasantness" which lead to him emailing and apologizing to me.
Unsurprising it was related to him breaking up with his gf at the end of August...followed closely by him saying....with all the fluff removed, that he was really just interested in messing around...
Now, I did my best to say "casual = no, but serious = no..." but it came off confused...we went to his house and watched the Family guy movie, had beer, and sat very close to each other...I certainly enjoyed him touching me, but the shy girl in me was reluctant to lay my hands on him for fear of moving in a self-respect-reducing direction...
anyway, he walked me home, put his arm around me to keep me warm, wouldn't let go when I rolled away after I warmed up...and then just as we said goodnight, he said "hey can I see your limes?"...to which I raised an eyebrow and he immediately apologized and said bye....
Now I enjoy his company. I like the flirting...so I said, "wait, listen, you're welcome to come see the limes if you don't hit on me"...but it took some convincing to get him to actually follow through...which in retrospect, leads me to believe that he was thinking that maybe I was more open to the "casual" idea than I was letting on...so he came upstairs, but was clearly in a rush to leave. I think that's what we call hitting the nail on the head.
I think friends with SuperD will be fine...someone to flirt with...but he's a bit of a mystery...and his self-assuredness is fun.
Boys. I think I'm done with them for a while.
I tried very hard to post last night, but Firefox had a hate on for me..and that was that. If I had, I would have written about how I had spent a good portion of the walk to Margaritaville wishing to have some sort of dramatic interaction with Cody...
I did invite SuperD to come, but he opted out...but we did chat on msn about plans for today...which was really aggravating more than anything...I was starting to see that he was not trying real hard to impress me cuz he wasn't jumping up with great date idea...but I figured I'd let it slide and see what happened....
Sure enough, tonight was quite the disaster of me just sort of spouting off in response to awkward questions and probably seeming very, very mixed-signal-esque. Here's the score. He held my hand on the way to my lab, to do my study...and then when we were leaving the lab, he finally told me about the "unpleasantness" which lead to him emailing and apologizing to me.
Unsurprising it was related to him breaking up with his gf at the end of August...followed closely by him saying....with all the fluff removed, that he was really just interested in messing around...
Now, I did my best to say "casual = no, but serious = no..." but it came off confused...we went to his house and watched the Family guy movie, had beer, and sat very close to each other...I certainly enjoyed him touching me, but the shy girl in me was reluctant to lay my hands on him for fear of moving in a self-respect-reducing direction...
anyway, he walked me home, put his arm around me to keep me warm, wouldn't let go when I rolled away after I warmed up...and then just as we said goodnight, he said "hey can I see your limes?"...to which I raised an eyebrow and he immediately apologized and said bye....
Now I enjoy his company. I like the flirting...so I said, "wait, listen, you're welcome to come see the limes if you don't hit on me"...but it took some convincing to get him to actually follow through...which in retrospect, leads me to believe that he was thinking that maybe I was more open to the "casual" idea than I was letting on...so he came upstairs, but was clearly in a rush to leave. I think that's what we call hitting the nail on the head.
I think friends with SuperD will be fine...someone to flirt with...but he's a bit of a mystery...and his self-assuredness is fun.
Boys. I think I'm done with them for a while.
posted by Camel at 1:06 a.m.
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