man, I must be bored

Alright, we have to end the embargo on boys so I can rage about this one. He's pretty much inconsequential but I'm burned nonetheless. Man, how does this shit happen.

So....today...the only reason I went out...wasted the whole day, was to spend time with Mr. C. And at the end of the day, Mr. C was clearly interested in LawL's roommate. How depressing...I mean, despite SuperD's interest, and despite Mr. C living nowhere near here, I feel totally burned. How retarded.I mean, in general, I'm not super attraced to him...and I don't really want to date him...but I guess I sorta wanted to mess around with him tonight. So I'm kinda annoyed...plus I am totally nonplussed that he would find LawL's roomie mor intersting than me...or maybe the fact that I blew him and company off last night cuz I had a date is the reason for his behavior...hard to say...alll I know is that I wanna kiss him and he's clearly not thinking the same thing. Jerk.


Whatever...anyway, SuperD kissed me goodnight....but it wasn't amazing. And I realized tonight that kissing Cody was like winning the lottery...I hand't realized how good it was until then...fuck. Whatever.

Screw everyone, I'm going to bed.