seriously, I need something...

I don't know what to do with me, as per usual.

I had a great day just chilling out with Mr. C, SuperHost, and LawL yesterday, but it was magnificently ruined in the end...how terrible. I mean I shoulda stayed home and wrote my paper.

Today I am miserable cuz I still don't want to write this paper...arg. AND I have eight million other things to do on top of that. I think I want to quit school. Grr..

And why, oh why did I ever have to meet Cody. Honestly, talk about bad judgment. I shoulda stayed blissfully ignorant and continued to just imagine us dating with the caveat that it couldn't happen cuz of roomie...I'd be much happier. Grr...