today
Ah life...so much happening it's hard to keep it all straight....or even only mildly crooked.
In the wake of computer disaster I am cursing the temporary model, but chugging along at a reasonable pace...though still far slower than I had hoped.
And I also found out that this paper that I've let slide all summer has to be done, marked and a grade submitted by the stupid prof BEFORE September 30 or I can't apply for funding for next year. Great. Just great. All summer I've been wating for this @@^#(*@!#^!@#^ prof to just give be some GENERAL feedback so I could rework it and NOW I have to rush to finish it. Great. Cuz I don't have enough stress right now. %^@#^%!*%#@^^&
oh well, at least it will be done.
I'm also feeling rather frustrated with my physical appearance.....yet again...my teeth are stained and wearing down....my skin is breaking out...I can't stop biting my nails...my hair needs cutting...I've gained weight over the summer....I'm out of shape...it's so frustrating watching me let myself go. I know I still look good, and I know that I'm still quite meticulous but I hate the way I look right now because I feel like I'm doing a shoddy job of caring for myself. From not bothering to brush before bed to not managing my blood sugars well. I know that this is probalby a product of not getting enough exercise but with things way up in the air with roomie, I just dont' feel comfortable asking her to let me install a punching bag hanger right in front of her room....so frustrated.
In the wake of computer disaster I am cursing the temporary model, but chugging along at a reasonable pace...though still far slower than I had hoped.
And I also found out that this paper that I've let slide all summer has to be done, marked and a grade submitted by the stupid prof BEFORE September 30 or I can't apply for funding for next year. Great. Just great. All summer I've been wating for this @@^#(*@!#^!@#^ prof to just give be some GENERAL feedback so I could rework it and NOW I have to rush to finish it. Great. Cuz I don't have enough stress right now. %^@#^%!*%#@^^&
oh well, at least it will be done.
I'm also feeling rather frustrated with my physical appearance.....yet again...my teeth are stained and wearing down....my skin is breaking out...I can't stop biting my nails...my hair needs cutting...I've gained weight over the summer....I'm out of shape...it's so frustrating watching me let myself go. I know I still look good, and I know that I'm still quite meticulous but I hate the way I look right now because I feel like I'm doing a shoddy job of caring for myself. From not bothering to brush before bed to not managing my blood sugars well. I know that this is probalby a product of not getting enough exercise but with things way up in the air with roomie, I just dont' feel comfortable asking her to let me install a punching bag hanger right in front of her room....so frustrated.
posted by Camel at 1:30 a.m.
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