wind of change

I spent like half an hour staring at the waves today. It was beautiful...the sky was light grey-blue, the waves were dark grey and rolling because it was windy....and I coudn't take my eyes off them...watching the fury of the water as it mounted and broke...and wishing my own frustrations would break....sigh. School and all my commitments are wearing me down. I don't have time for me anymore. And I'm feeling distinctly miserable.