Monday, September 05, 2005

The details

Since this is the first time I've been hurt in a long time, I thought I would bronze the moment by capturing it word for word...names changed to protect the not-so-innocent, of course.

Camel: Listen, if you're not interested in me, that's ok. Just say so and I can take you off my msn and go back to not having you in my life. That's ok.

Camel: But if you are interested in me, say so. Please don't treat me like this. I like being around you but I can't enjoy your company any more because I'm busy worrying that I'm being too aggressive towards you.

Cody: Camel, I do like you. I think I'm just more comfortable being friends....And don't worry, you're not agressive.

Camel: i am aggressive.

Camel: if you wanted to be friends then why didn't you just say so.

Cody: because I wasn't sure. I don't want you to feel that I was taking advantage or something.

Camel: i don't feel taken advantage of. I feel .....i feel...frustrated. I used to really enjoy being around you and now I just feel....dumb.

Cody: why?

Camel: because I have a really good time with you..or I used to...but in the back of my mind there is the fact that you never make any move on me...fine...i get it now.

Cody: I have a really good time with you, too. That's really all I want, though. I'm sorry.

Cody: I hope you don't delete me.

Camel: I have to....at least block you until I feel differently. I like you. I'm not going to pretend I don't. And there's no point in me pretending that it doesn't matter to me. Sorry.

Cody: oh.

The camel is, againgst her will, heartbroken. Goodnight.

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