Highlights

So when I'm old and bitter, I'll probably want to remember something about last night. Which was quite memorable. So highlights:

1. First time I've ever hooked up with someone with a girlfriend.
2. He's had a crush on me since our second ball practice....which is eerie.
3. We both knew this would happen.
4. I love the way he talked to me.
5. He has beautiful, beautiful eyes.
6. He almost didn't come out with us last night cuz he figured something might happen
7. I tried really, really, really hard to tell him to go home - before we got to my place, anyway
8. He was worried I might be in love with him...but when I called him today to play ultimate frisbee, it struck me that I maybe should have the same worry about him
9. He still loves his girlfriend.
   
10. This was the first time he's ever cheated on her.
11. It makes me happy to be around him, and I don't think I will be unhappy that we can't be together, but I'm glad I know he has feelings for me.
12. I could see reality dawning on his face.
    
13. I was very much an adult.