Pop goes the world

I don't know what has gotten into me. I just have no interest in socializing anymore. What is that? I am feeling really bad right now because Pop keeps calling me to do stuff and I just don't feel like it. I don't think it's cuz I don't feel like hanging out with him...but I think he might be getting that impression. It's just that when I hang out with Pop, I always spend wayyyy too much time....stay up way too late or whatever. I mean, if I hang out with Jim, I can work. Which is the problem. I am still quite broke AND panicked about work. So I don't want to do anything. I suspect part of the issue is the end of my infatuation with Pop. He's a great guy but let's face it, he's not for me. Whereas the firefighter, well, he fits the bill a little too well.

I don't know what to do. I want Pop to understand that he's not the reason I don't want to hang out, but I really don't think he believes me. Hmm... I know, I'll see if he wants to go to Chapters with me and start learning Arabic...