Topher Grace Glory
So me and my friend went to see "In Good Company" tonight. It was great. Not awesome because, well, I won't ruin it for you. Anyway. I love nerdy looking guys...and Topher Grace fits that bill marvelously. Sigh. So I am now wishing the firefighter was online to distract me. But unfortunately he is busy saving people tonight. sigh.
The movie is about this guy who is young and successful but doesn't really have a clue about what's really important to him. And his life is incredibly lonely as a result. When I got home I couldn't help but realize that my life is more and more starting to resemble his. Or maybe the Wedding Planner's (you know, J-Lo and Matthew McConaughy). My life is becoming more and more meticulous. I am becoming more and more impassioned about my work...but I wonder whether I am just avoiding going after what I really want.
I mean, I haven't wanted to go out for the last few weeks. Even weekends. I look forward to being at home, relaxed, working. And tonight when I got home I realized that my room was spotless, that I was carefully putting away my stuff and that it was 12:30 and I was happy to be home. I mean what is that? I mean I feel SOOOO lame! I guess it might be because it's so cold outside, or because I am so busy. But seriously. My friend Steveo is gonna be so hurt that I didn't join his pub crawl. But the truth is that I just don't feel like it.
On the other hand, other days I am thrilled with my life...I don't know...but I do wish I could just find someone to share it with and not have to worry about it anymore. I am feeling a little frustrated because despite what Chemistry said, the firefighter doesn't seem like someone who just wants to date. In fact, he sounds just like me. Wants something real and realistic. Or maybe he just seems that way because he knows that I'm not trying to make him my boyfriend. Doesn't really matter, I guess.
Anyway, I guess I'm just saying that I used to be scared of being alone and now I am so used to it that I don't even try not to be alone...
The movie is about this guy who is young and successful but doesn't really have a clue about what's really important to him. And his life is incredibly lonely as a result. When I got home I couldn't help but realize that my life is more and more starting to resemble his. Or maybe the Wedding Planner's (you know, J-Lo and Matthew McConaughy). My life is becoming more and more meticulous. I am becoming more and more impassioned about my work...but I wonder whether I am just avoiding going after what I really want.
I mean, I haven't wanted to go out for the last few weeks. Even weekends. I look forward to being at home, relaxed, working. And tonight when I got home I realized that my room was spotless, that I was carefully putting away my stuff and that it was 12:30 and I was happy to be home. I mean what is that? I mean I feel SOOOO lame! I guess it might be because it's so cold outside, or because I am so busy. But seriously. My friend Steveo is gonna be so hurt that I didn't join his pub crawl. But the truth is that I just don't feel like it.
On the other hand, other days I am thrilled with my life...I don't know...but I do wish I could just find someone to share it with and not have to worry about it anymore. I am feeling a little frustrated because despite what Chemistry said, the firefighter doesn't seem like someone who just wants to date. In fact, he sounds just like me. Wants something real and realistic. Or maybe he just seems that way because he knows that I'm not trying to make him my boyfriend. Doesn't really matter, I guess.
Anyway, I guess I'm just saying that I used to be scared of being alone and now I am so used to it that I don't even try not to be alone...
posted by Camel at 1:37 a.m.
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