recurring themes
1. wanting to lose weight, but eating like a pig
2. worrying about being healthy, but not eating properly
3. wanting to look composed, but biting my nails
4. wanting to get out of debt, but spending money on frivlous wants
Apparently my major issues with my life currently are appearance- and control-related. This makes me think about myself as a younger kid. I remember when I didn't like something about myself so I changed it. Now, I'm too lazy and too weak. And I hate it. Every few days I tell myself that I CAN and WILL do it. But I don't.
Maybe tommorrow.
2. worrying about being healthy, but not eating properly
3. wanting to look composed, but biting my nails
4. wanting to get out of debt, but spending money on frivlous wants
Apparently my major issues with my life currently are appearance- and control-related. This makes me think about myself as a younger kid. I remember when I didn't like something about myself so I changed it. Now, I'm too lazy and too weak. And I hate it. Every few days I tell myself that I CAN and WILL do it. But I don't.
Maybe tommorrow.
posted by Camel at 1:16 a.m.
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