feeling life
Things I thought but never said today:
1. my supervisor is great. But I am scared to meet with him to "discuss my financial situation" so we can "figure out how much funding he can give/get me" for the summer. My VISA bill does not appear to have gone down much at all. Though it will go down a reasonable amount when I apply my taxes....about as much as I would have expected given the money he so kindly provided me...so I guess I'm not so bad...I just am unsure whether I should just say what I owe including or not including my taxes....I feel dishonest saying what it is including my taxes...but if I don't include them then I feel like I've wasted the money he gave me.....arg!
2. I really like my roommate. I admire that she gave the Mekong staff an ENORMOUS tip despite the terrible service (they were understaffed due to something or other) because they were having a bad day. I also like that she doesn't get mad when I do rude things like cut her off to finish her sentences for her.
3. I hate that I feel guilty chatting with P, because roomie hates him. And cuz I don't care whether I do or not. I would WAY rather talk to the Firefighter.
4. I hate falling asleep in lectures but I can't help it...i just can't force myself to stay awake.
5. I feel bad that I got a TAship and roomie didn't
6. We went to roomie's cabin today to celebrate the end of stats. Which was great, but it made me miss Jesse alot. I want to email him but the last email I sent him was drunken and stupid.
1. my supervisor is great. But I am scared to meet with him to "discuss my financial situation" so we can "figure out how much funding he can give/get me" for the summer. My VISA bill does not appear to have gone down much at all. Though it will go down a reasonable amount when I apply my taxes....about as much as I would have expected given the money he so kindly provided me...so I guess I'm not so bad...I just am unsure whether I should just say what I owe including or not including my taxes....I feel dishonest saying what it is including my taxes...but if I don't include them then I feel like I've wasted the money he gave me.....arg!
2. I really like my roommate. I admire that she gave the Mekong staff an ENORMOUS tip despite the terrible service (they were understaffed due to something or other) because they were having a bad day. I also like that she doesn't get mad when I do rude things like cut her off to finish her sentences for her.
3. I hate that I feel guilty chatting with P, because roomie hates him. And cuz I don't care whether I do or not. I would WAY rather talk to the Firefighter.
4. I hate falling asleep in lectures but I can't help it...i just can't force myself to stay awake.
5. I feel bad that I got a TAship and roomie didn't
6. We went to roomie's cabin today to celebrate the end of stats. Which was great, but it made me miss Jesse alot. I want to email him but the last email I sent him was drunken and stupid.
posted by Camel at 11:13 p.m.
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