Today when

Today when Steveo called I was crawling into bed at 10pm on a Friday night.
Today when I shoulda been getting tickets to Sea World I was making lineups.
Today when I wasn't working I was wondering about the firefighter.

It's true that we are always talking about LATER and forget that it's NOW. I think about it alot, considering how busy I am...always saying I'll slow down when I don't have so much to do...and knowing I'm lying. I like being busy, I just don't like being stressed out.

And the truth about being busy is that when I am in a happy relationship, even that isn't quite so important to me. Smiley keeps talking about he doesn't think I want a relationship...and how I give off a "not-interested" vibe. Sorta concerning, but since there's been no one around to cast the charm at, it's not really an issue.

While making lineup pictures last week I was listening to the country music station. Yeesh...talk about a quick road to depression. But anyway, the lyrics for this week are:

What about now, how ’bout tonight
Baby for once let’s don’t think twice
Let’s take that spin that never ends
That we’ve been talking about
What about now, why should we wait
We can chase these dreams down the interstate
And be long gone ’fore the world moves on and makes another round
What about now

- What About Now by Lonestar