the mysteries of my universe
So it's been an interesting couple of days. I now have a date with the firefighter that I am thoroughly looking forward to it. He said he will come up with something for us to do which is a nice change. I like initiave.
Am feeling broke again. Socializing with one's friends is an expensive business indeed. If I can do some tutoring this term, though, I should be okay. I need to have a talk with my co-supervisor about whether I am fulfilling my responsibilities so far, though.
And I need to get started on the module I have to teach for intro psych. And my conference presentation. I meant to look at my data over the holidays, but I certainly haven't had time.
I had coffee with my old best friend today. It went really well. I hope that we stay in touch because I really enjoyed talking to her. I am worried that my current best friend will feel jealous about this. She needs to hear that I like having her as a best friend, quite a bit. Which is fine, she is very honest (not at all annoying) about it. But I am concerned, nonetheless.
Have been biting my nails ALOT. I feel very anxious. I wish I could control myself.
I owe Q money and must remember to pay him back. I think he feels a little annoyed with me.
I am feeling very annoyed with myself for worrying so much. I feel fat, but I keep eating JUNK. Not cool. I need an excercise regime, but I can't afford the one I want. Annoying.
I stayed and K and K's place last night. We played Grand Theft Auto. Wow! What a fun game. Terrible for kids, but I really, really enjoyed it. You steal cars and can run over people and things, beat on people, get high, do stunts, all kinds of totally illegal stuff. I know it's terrible, but it was truly a ton of fun.
I finally set up a meeting with my friends from my ball team. I have really mixed feelings about it. I am looking forward to seeing them but at the same time I feel like I have to explain why I haven't contacted them until now. That guilt thing again. And I scheduled my date with the firefighter right after. I hope I don't have to explain how I am leaving them to hang out with someone I hardly know....oh well, c'est la vie.
I am currently being haunted by a lyric from Cheryl Crow: "It's not getting what you want. It's wanting what you've got."
Am feeling broke again. Socializing with one's friends is an expensive business indeed. If I can do some tutoring this term, though, I should be okay. I need to have a talk with my co-supervisor about whether I am fulfilling my responsibilities so far, though.
And I need to get started on the module I have to teach for intro psych. And my conference presentation. I meant to look at my data over the holidays, but I certainly haven't had time.
I had coffee with my old best friend today. It went really well. I hope that we stay in touch because I really enjoyed talking to her. I am worried that my current best friend will feel jealous about this. She needs to hear that I like having her as a best friend, quite a bit. Which is fine, she is very honest (not at all annoying) about it. But I am concerned, nonetheless.
Have been biting my nails ALOT. I feel very anxious. I wish I could control myself.
I owe Q money and must remember to pay him back. I think he feels a little annoyed with me.
I am feeling very annoyed with myself for worrying so much. I feel fat, but I keep eating JUNK. Not cool. I need an excercise regime, but I can't afford the one I want. Annoying.
I stayed and K and K's place last night. We played Grand Theft Auto. Wow! What a fun game. Terrible for kids, but I really, really enjoyed it. You steal cars and can run over people and things, beat on people, get high, do stunts, all kinds of totally illegal stuff. I know it's terrible, but it was truly a ton of fun.
I finally set up a meeting with my friends from my ball team. I have really mixed feelings about it. I am looking forward to seeing them but at the same time I feel like I have to explain why I haven't contacted them until now. That guilt thing again. And I scheduled my date with the firefighter right after. I hope I don't have to explain how I am leaving them to hang out with someone I hardly know....oh well, c'est la vie.
I am currently being haunted by a lyric from Cheryl Crow: "It's not getting what you want. It's wanting what you've got."
posted by Camel at 8:24 p.m.
2 Comments:
oOo! Date with Mr. Firefighter!!! Gotta know how that goes! G'luck!!
Grand Theft Auto, was it GTA: San Andreas?! My brother got that and it's amazing! And you're right, NOT a game for kids! hehehe...well about 'He's just not that into you' well, i couldn't find it in Virgin megastores yesterday :S so i'm gna have to order it from Amazon *sigh* there goes 2-3 weeks of my life, waiting for a book!! I couldn't help it wen i was at Virgin yesterday, i bought 'Angels' by Marian Keyes! hehe, i'm a sucker wen it comes to books! hehehe ;) Ok, so i've babbled on a bit tooo long..
P.S. I'm broke (again :p)
Salam...
Lol. I know, I was making a list of books I want yesterday actually, and it was WAY too long. Top of the list are the Lemony Snicket books and the Quarter-life crisis book. Not sure what the title is but sounds good.
And I am broke too. We should have a club.
Salam!
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