oh God I feel nauseous...
ARGG!!!
did i mention how much i hate being broke? My bank called today to remind me that I am two months behind paying my VISA. Like i didn't know. The problem is that I have been clawing to pay my bill, but I am waiting for my stupid insurance company to send the money I need to pay it. $#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$"$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$'>$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$">$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$#&!!
The worst of it is that my beautiful credit rating is now going down the tubes, and that the bank is fully within their rights to double my monthly interest rate. *&&*&*)(&*()%%^%^^#^&#^@)*&&***@#^&#^&!
So, I called my mom to beg for some cash until I get paid. Which totally sucks cuz I already owe her and her husband like $300. And they certainly don't have the cash to just toss around. I HATE THIS. ACK.
Hopefully they can bail me out of this. Just a couple hundred bucks until I get paid. And maybe just maybe I can squeak by the rest of the year paying off some of this absurd bill. God help me.
I feel like throwing up. I really do.
Ok, enough complaining. I feel really bad because my poor best friend is having a crisis of motivation in her life. And really needs me. And she just walked in........apparently she thinks I'm doing an okay job of being supportive and says I shouldn't worry about it. I can do better.
Positive plan: My mother will lend me some money and the bank will leave me alone. I will get paid and pay back my mother. I will live carefully for the rest of the year and get a SSHRC so next year isn't so hard. And I will listen carefully and completely to my best friend tommorrow.
Phew.
did i mention how much i hate being broke? My bank called today to remind me that I am two months behind paying my VISA. Like i didn't know. The problem is that I have been clawing to pay my bill, but I am waiting for my stupid insurance company to send the money I need to pay it. $#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$"$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$'>$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$">$#*&@#(*$&(@#*$&*(#$&(*$#&!!
The worst of it is that my beautiful credit rating is now going down the tubes, and that the bank is fully within their rights to double my monthly interest rate. *&&*&*)(&*()%%^%^^#^&#^@)*&&***@#^&#^&!
So, I called my mom to beg for some cash until I get paid. Which totally sucks cuz I already owe her and her husband like $300. And they certainly don't have the cash to just toss around. I HATE THIS. ACK.
Hopefully they can bail me out of this. Just a couple hundred bucks until I get paid. And maybe just maybe I can squeak by the rest of the year paying off some of this absurd bill. God help me.
I feel like throwing up. I really do.
Ok, enough complaining. I feel really bad because my poor best friend is having a crisis of motivation in her life. And really needs me. And she just walked in........apparently she thinks I'm doing an okay job of being supportive and says I shouldn't worry about it. I can do better.
Positive plan: My mother will lend me some money and the bank will leave me alone. I will get paid and pay back my mother. I will live carefully for the rest of the year and get a SSHRC so next year isn't so hard. And I will listen carefully and completely to my best friend tommorrow.
Phew.
posted by Camel at 4:21 a.m.
1 Comments:
wow, i hope those aren't your "new years resolutions" coz you know, nobody ever sticks to those :p but where's there's a will, there's a way!! HOPE SHALL PREVAIL!!! i'm sitting her at my desk "supposedly" doing some work--but i'm taking a mini break, and my brain feels like jelly, yukh..well, i got paid last month, i didn't spend much, which is GOOD!! I'm gettin paid this wednesday--my boss asked me if iwanted to work in the holiday and i nearly died of a heartattack!!! so i'm not working in the holiday *phew* A couple of my friends are returning from the States tomorrow and my best friend is arriving from Scotland on Thursday, and hopefully i'll spend most of my time with them! YEY, something to look forward to!!
Camel, don't stress out about your financial status, it'll get fixed, what are mommies for?! hehehe!
Ta ta for now :*
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