I ate too much

And I bet you did too. Oh well, that's Christmas. Am sleepy and my laundry is only now being done....and I am going back to the city tommorrow so this is my last chance...kinda late, but oh well...

I didn't really get a chance to relax like I thought I would...mostly because I have been feeling guilty for not being on schedule with my work. But seriously, I've definitely worked more over the holiday than anyone I know. I have got to stop setting my goals so high.

I'm also feeling quite a bit of guilt for being so hard on my mom. She's a good person and she's really not as bad as I keep giving her heck for being. I'm starting to realize that. But I am really bad at apologizing. I need to stop jumping down her neck for EVERYTHING. Sometimes I just take my frustrations out on her - by pointing out things that she does that are ridiculous. And the rest of the time I jump down her throat before I consider that her reasononing might make sense. Which sometimes it does.

My mom definitely needs to get off her bum and do something, but I really don't need to be so snarky with her. Sigh, another year, another lamentation about my lack of patience and my mother's lack of backbone. Sigh. I can't believe she loves me so much sometimes.